Samuel's B-day

Today he is officially 2 yrs old. And we did nothing but stay home. A good friend came over yesterday and we went threw the closets to clean out a little. And we found Elisha's old dinasour. So Samuel found this toy and had a blast with it. We have bought him nothing so far. But I think he was happy with the recycled dino. I am so glad he is to young to even care. The others would of been devasted. So for know he will enjoy some of Elisha's old toys that we had packed from the last move. I took a few pics of him on his actual B-day. I will do him a little party later after we move in our new home.

MARRIAGE

I was sitting here thinking about all the friends we have who have had such a hard time with there marriages. My sweet little cousin got served with divorce papers today. My heart goes out to her. She is the sweetest thing. She is so young and found out about 2 yrs ago that she had MS. She has slowly went down hill with her health. But I must say she is amazing to me. She has decided to go to college and get her some more education. She is only 28 yrs old if I remember right. She is almost blind and has a real hard time with her balance. I admire her spirit. She gives me such strength with I see her smiling face. We have another friend who's wife left him also. I know it is going to be so hard for these young men and women to live alone. And it makes me think about my own marriage. I deeply love my husband but I must say that doesn't mean we don't have our trials I can feel Satan trying to work with me. When I get mad at my husband things pop in my head that have no right being there. So I know that we are no exception. We need to stay strong and pray and lean on our spouse to keep our marriages good. I so don't want to end up like others that I know. Not sure why I felt like typing about this tonight maybe just so I can read it as a reminder of what God has blessed me with. And to never forget. Thank you God for my family and my wonderful husband who I love more today than the day we got married.

ReStart

Tomorrow is my babies birthday and I have made no plans. I feel like a heel for not planning anything for him. I am so overwhelmed with the move that I have put his birthday on the back burner. I will plan him something maybe a week or two late after we move in our new home. He's only two surely he won't notice....hehehe.

Well it is Tuesday and we are scheduled to close on the house friday at 2:00. And we are so ready to get this all over with. I am ready to move and start life again. I feel as though some things have been on hold for awhile. And I hate that feeling. Well I so need to start packing and getting myself in gear. I told Trina that I would take some pics of all my junk that I am getting rid of. So I must say ladies be prepared. I have a lot that will not be taken with me. So as I am moving I will start taking pics and post them later on.

MY LITTLE MAN

My baby is the sweetest little man. He loves to watch Dummo (Dumbo) it is his favorite movie. Every since we took the binky away he has sorda made Dummo his comfort. He will ask to watch T (t.v.) and then ask for Dummo. He always wants me to sit right next to him and he interlocks his arm between mine and then lays his head on my arm. I must say that this will touch a moms heart so much. I love watching him as he gets into the movie and relaxes with his arms behind his neck as he leans back. It is the cutest thing to see his face light up when he sees his favorite parts of the movie. As the movie gets more interesting he will stand on the bed behing me and wrap his arms around my neck. These are some of the things that make me so glad to be this little mans momma. I just wanted to jot down a few things about my blue eyed angel before time gets away with me and I forget these precious moments. I am sure that I have already forgoten many memories of all my children. And I am hoping this will keep my memory fresh. At least a little.

RELIEF

It is Thursday and we were planning on closing on our house tomorrow. But as usual the Title Co. is so not organized. They have had the worst communication with everyone. So it looks like we won't be closing until next friday. Which by the way will give us a extra paycheck so hopefully things won't be quite as stressful. The Lord just lifted a major stress. So I will know have some time and maybe get things packed.

Waiting

Well we are waiting to see if we will be closing on our house this friday. We have been left in limbo, waiting to hear from the title company. I am so torn on my feelings with this house closing early. I am ready to move and get things going. But it is also the month of TAXES. And yes I will probably owe some. Still waiting to hear the final amount. So I am very stressed out about the money at the moment. I am always remembering back to dear Trina's post about the money and it gives me hope. I so know that God will take care of us. I feel as though he has worked this all out. But I am a woman who worries alot. I try to figure it all out. But I have no final numbers from anyone. So here I am waiting to hear from the mortgage lady, accoutant and anyone else who is needing money from me. Waiting for the final numbers and praying that I have what we need to give everyone. So if you can remember me in your prayers. And Trina I am wanting that blessing. I know God will provide.

FINGER PAINTING

The other day I decided to let the kids do some finger painting. So I took some pictures of them having fun. I think they really enjoyed making a mess more than anything else. The wind was blowing just enough to keep there pictures flying around.