It Happened!

Well it is Thursday morning and it I thought I would let you all know the latest news about me. I haven't felt the best since monday evening. I started spotting so I decided to stay off of my feet for awhile. Well as it has turned out my body and this baby didn't mix well. So for know we are not going to have a baby after all. I was only six weeks so this tells me that something wasn't right and I would much rather loose it early on than later. God has given me such peace with this. I must say I am a little sad but only a little. Because I know God knows what's best for me and I trust him fully. I know will be busy with our moving and getting things in order. I am sure another baby is in our future, but we will wait till the good Lord lets it happen in his own time. Thanks for all the comments and the care.

Not Again

It is Monday afternoon and I just got home from going to town and running errands. I took the two boys and meet Lees mom so they can spend the night with her. Well of course Samuel was asleep when I meet her. So as usual I decided to pick him up in his car seat and move him so he wouldn't wake up. After I did that I started cramping a little. Not a smart move right. Sometimes you do things automatically. Well I got home and started spotting a little. Not a good sign since I am only 6 weeks along. So I guess I will stay down with my feet up. Wow it is so hard when things don't go how you would like them. So I just ask that you all say a little prayer. I don't want to do anything that would be harmful to this child. But I will understand if God decides that it is not time for us to have another. Only time will tell and until then I will take care of me and this baby.

It's Official

I am sick!!! No not with morning sickness but with a sore throat like Lee had. I feel horrible. I have no voice to yell at my kids with. That is very hard by the way. How will I get anything done with out, yelling out orders. I can't sleep, it hurts to swallow, poor me. Now I know how Lee felt. Hopefully he is more sympathatic with me. So life goes on and here I am blogging instead of talking on the phone.
I guess I will lay around and be a total bum today. I might not even get dressed for the day. I will stay in my p.j's. That sounds nice, hopefully nobody comes over.hehehe.... Oh well if the do at least I have my undergarments on right (Trina).

Mercy of others!

As most of you know I am pregnant. And that we are planning to move to Oregon as soon as the Lord allows. But the problem is that I know have to what for others to help me. Nobody wants me painting at the house in Drumright. So my wonderful mom and sister in law Julie has been helping me out on that. Well then there is the whole issue of packing. Nobody wants me lifting. So as you can tell I am at the mercy of others. I am so glad I have so many who care and will help. But it will have to be at there time not mine. I feel as if there is so much to do and I don't quit no where to start. So for know I will just sit back and pray that the Lord just works it all out the way he wants. My wonderful husband has done all the packing in times past. The first few years of our marriage I was always pregnant and he did it all down to the unpacking the same day we moved in. He is very helpful and I am very blessed with that. I think the packing will need to wait a little longer anyways. I don't want to have a huge packing mess all over my house I think it would drive me nuts. I just am ready for the house in Drumright to be done so we can put it up on the market. I feel as if we are so close but yet so far away at the same time. So just remember us in this time of our lives. I feel as if things are a whirl wind at times and we are just along for the ride.

SING'N FOOL

Samuel singing his little heart out to us. I thought he was just way to cute!

Birthday

Well saturday was my birthday and I am know officially 33. Wow where did the time go? I so can remember being 21 and getting ready for my wedding. And know I am 33 and 3 kids later with another on the way. My lovely husband has been sick for the last 3 weeks, but he still went ahead and took me out on saturday. He took me to Red Lobster for some lunch and then to the mall to buy me my birthday gift. We then went to the movies and then went home early. He was wore out. But at least he put a effort towards me. I so enjoyed some time alone with him. He even opened the doors for me. What a gentle man he is.

I just had to show you guys my birthday gift. I so love it. It is very unique.

Cold Turkey

I decided to get off the soda. This is one of those things that I really enjoy, but is horrible for my body. When we found out that I was pregnant I went cold turkey. So know it has officially been 5 days and no pop. I haven't even gone to sonic even once. So I guess I will be saving some money also. I am hoping that I can keep up with this. I just would like to write this down so maybe it will give myself some reason to not give up. Especially since I told the whole blog world.